So it turns out I’m pregnant. My boyfriend and I have a son that turns a year old next month. As soon as I told him I was pregnant, he told me he wanted me to get an abortion because he wasn’t ready for another. I don’t believe abortion is an option, and my family would disown me if I aborted or gave it up. If I keep this baby, I lose my boyfriend. His parents and best friend all want me to get an abortion. My parents are excited for another baby. I’m heartbroken and torn every single way. I want this baby because every other choice is fucking terrible. I don’t know what else to do. I lose the love of my life and father of my children, lose my family, or lose this baby to make everyone else happy. Abortion would kill me every day for the rest of my life and I would hate my boyfriend for putting me through something so horrible.. My heart hurts. Can someone please help me out with this? I can’t even process thought and emotion at the same time right now.