Quarantine making me realize how much my life sucks

None of my friends reach out to me. I don’t have kids to busy myself with. I feel really lonely every day and when my boyfriend comes home from work he doesn’t want to talk. He talks to his friends at work all day so he just has little to nothing to say to me. He says he’s exhausted. He wants to watch tv or play video games. Yet he answers the phone for his friends and family and talks plenty to them. His phone goes off all the time and mine is silent. It’s made me realize that this is what my life has been before the pandemic... but it really is hitting me now that I’m not working and distracting my mind with that. 😞