I just need to vent quick as I just wiped and can tell AF is on its way to make am appearance. I am so sick of screaming in my bathroom every time I see it. I thought today that if we would have gotten pregnant when we started trying, I would have already had a one month old baby. Instead I'm still here just buying tampons. I'm so frustrated I need a new word. Every friend of mind has gotten pregnant that started trying when i started. I've done blood work, ultrasound, acupuncture, Mayan abdominal massage, taking herbs and supplements and still nothing. Husband's sperm came back normal too. Why does it take so long?! What are we doing wrong?! I just don't get it.


Tired and ready to stop caring.