My husband and I have been trying since last summer. I wasn’t expecting for it to happen instantly but I definitely didn’t expect it to take this long. (Wishful thinking, I know)

We had a miscarriage January 19th at 6 weeks. And had a normal cycle since then.

Yesterday I had a very faint but still positive test. I didn’t want to get too excited incase of a false positive. I wanted to wait till today (which is when I was supposed to get my period) to take another test to see if the test line became more obvious.

I took the test right away this morning. And negative. And tonight got my period. Another month down the drain. It’s so exhausting. And seeing friend after friend getting pregnant. I can’t help but get jealous. Not only that, I’m afraid I won’t be able to have any children. That’s what I’m most afraid of. Especially now that I’ve entered my 30s.

😭😭😭