I’m a software developer and my husband is a paramedic. We have a 1 year old boy. I’ve always felt that I should be doing something better with my life but I just haven’t been able to figure it out. During this really difficult time in the world I’m still having to work and look after our son and it’s made me feel so worthless just sat at a computer. I want to make my son proud but I don’t feel like I’ve done anything with my life to make him proud. I’m really struggling to work out what I want to do with my life. I’ve looked into careers advisors and life coaches but they’re just so expensive and we have 2 mortgages to pay out for. I really wish I had some practical support and direction