Planning my first home birth.

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So I'm pregnant with my first baby, and with this whole pandemic. I've changed my birth plan from the hospital to a home birth. My ob isnt to happy but I dont really care. I dont want to be at or near the hospital. I'm due may 30th. The midwife I have lined up will be doing at home birth. The only thing that is holding me back is me hemorrhaging. I'm scared. It's my first I dont know what to expect. I've listened to podcasts, I've watched business of being born. It's just mind blowing what the US does for pregnant women in the hospital, not saying anything bad. Just isnt for me. But what where your fears and how did your at home birth go?