How please tell me how 💔💔💔💔

I don’t know how to keep myself happy or motivated, me and my husband have problems (no cheating ) and I just can’t get all of our problems out of my head and it’s not like I can talk to him about it because we have talked about our problems many times 💔

I’m soooo stressed out ok how we live with his family and how we don’t spend enough time alone or I can’t be myself all day( and yes he knows but hopefully we do move out soon when this Coronavirus thing is over and I find a job I already told him if we don’t it’s over )

I never knew that getting married to the love of your life could turn into stress and a miserable life....

I need to start focusing more on myself and not our problems.... I need to stop stressing out it’s killing me BUT how how do I do this 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

Right now the only people who keep me alive are my parents and brothers if it wasn’t because I love them and they live me so much I wouldn’t know if I would be alive everyday I try to keep myself up because of them but it’s hard at the end of the day I just can’t