Relationship advice

Alaina

My boyfriend and I dated for two months but everything was so good we constantly talked and he treated me well it was like I was starting to figure things out. Last night all of a sudden he broke things off. I’m scared and confused and stuck. He said that he wasn’t wanting to be in a relationship for a while and quarantine got him so used to not seeing anyone or talking to anyone and after it was over he didn’t feel that things would be the same. But then after he said that he said he loves me for the first time and that he has since we first met. And then he said he misses me a lot. Why would he leave and then say he loves me and always has and that he misses me. It makes no since. And the thing is I don’t hate him for breaking my heart which has never happened honestly I wish him the best I just wish he was still with me and it hurts more than ever. I just need help on figuring out why he would do this and what he was trying to say because I can’t understand it myself. And his words keep repeating themselves over and over in my head.