Am I toxic?

Courtney

So growing up and having friends was just drama and I dealt with it for years. As you can guess we are no longer friends. Anyway when I do make friends now and I get life happens. Long story short as soon as any bullshit happens I’m out. I don’t care to be friends anymore. I can’t help that I feel that way but I just do. One, her husband doesn’t like me and I don’t like him. Its not a secret to anybody. So so just saw her when I saw her but then the lying started saying that I had to leave because of her husband and that its not me just people in general being at the house. Low and behold 2 hours later she posted being with her friends at her house..:😂😂😂. She is actually family but I’m at the point where I don’t give a shit anymore. However it is my husbands sister and loves her dearly and I do too but I’m just over the whole thing. And another she can make new friends but I can’t? Like ok? We are grown adults. I just wish I could find a group of friends that there is zero bullshit. Is that too much to ask?!?

I guess the toxic part is is that I call people out on their bullshit and tell them how they are treating me and I don’t like it and they get defensive 💁🏼‍♀️😂