Okay so not proud to admit but I’m not confident.. and I think it puts a big damper on my sex life especially when it comes to trying to seduce someone. I have a hard time initiating sex with my partner. The ball os pretty much always in his park. I’ve told him before because we have mildly talked about it and he can’t always have sex because he has to much going on that he just can’t access that sexual mindset. so knowing that it makes it hard for me to try to get him in the mood. I think also because of my past I’m afraid of trying and it not working then feeling like shit about myself bcs it isn’t good enough. Lately I have had the worst break out ever n It’s hard for me to even look him in the eyes. Right now it’s shark week but when it’s over i really want a good fucking but I want to initiate this time to let him know hey we can fuck now( since we both don’t like having sex when It’s shark week) so basically what I’m getting to is wtf do I do. I don’t have a lot of sexy lingerie n I don’t feel confident with what I do have. I’m an awkward person and if I’m sober my sexy I feel goes way the fuck down lol help