Finishing up my second round of Clomid 50mg CD3-7. I did ovulate, just like last time. But no BFP. Today is 12dpo and another BFN. I have no symptoms other than occasional AF type cramping now.

TTC is the worst. I don’t buy any baby things because I’m worried I’ll jinx myself. Had a miscarriage 1 1/2 years ago so I’m terrified to even think about getting a BFP and jinxing it. Yet other people announce it on social media immediately after they pee on a stick and have a happy, healthy nine months.

Just wishing it would one day be my turn to hold a baby in my arms.