What do I do if I'm not happy...my fiance and I fight alot just bickering but mostly because he has an addiction problem. He is constantly high on weed and he has a drinking problem that when he drinks he is verbally abusive and has come close to physical but not yet.. anyways our son is 9 months. He is the only reason I'm with his father. I love my fiance but I think I'm not in love. I just feel bland everyday, when I say I love you I dont feel it and when he try's to kiss me it just feels bland... he gets mad at me because I make rules like taking shoes off because our son is crawling so I dont want shoes in the house and he smokes so I ask him to wash his hands before he holds our son. I asked him a few minutes ago if he was happy and he said not when I'm nagging him and he asked me and I just couldn't answer and I feel like he knows but I dont know what to do... should I stick it out for my son or should I talk to him about being close friends for the sake of our child and I can get full custody since he is high constantly and i am the sole provider for our son. Hell he is a grown man and doesnt brush his own teeth and take showers let alone take care of our son, Please any advise or help. I can't imagine losing my son. I'd worry sick if he was at his dads because he doesnt even wake up with him screaming in his ear. Idk what to do....