First time mom

Hello I am a couple day shy of being 30 weeks an only have 10 weeks till its baby time!, an I am feeling as I am getting closer my anxiety is going crazy, I am super nervous about giving birth with the pain an especially all the blood.. I am anemic an was told I could bleed alot more then normal an even read about people bleeding out... I am Terrified an of coarse the worst thing I could do is Google what to expect an finding all things that could go wrong has got my head spinning, this will be my first an as I am super excited an blessed to be bringing a baby boy into this world but secretly I am screaming inside! It doesn't help that my family member tell me the horrors of child birth an all the pain an blood that goes with it that doesn't help me feel any better, flood me please with some positive story, pictures of ur beautiful baby.. I need positive story right now thanks