Parenting

So lately I’ve felt horrible, not really sick, just exhausted, super depressed, not eating or showering, it’s hard to do a load of laundry, I feel bad because I have an 8 month old daughter, her grandma has been keeping her for pretty much 2 weeks. (Not really but like after 2 days she’ll come home for a day or 2 but then go back over). And my mother in law is kinda rude to me and walks all over me bc I haven’t had the energy to stick up for myself and I constantly ask for pictures of Paris but I feel like a bad mom for never wanting my baby here, I was a single mom for the first 6 months. I love her more than anything but I feel super guilty about her being away so much, I don’t want her to forget me.