Which one??😭

I am terrible! I have a long distance boyfriend who I love so sooooo much. I see a future with him but recently it’s been so hard to see that future since he lives 10 hrs away and the chances of us together again are slim. I’ve been going through a rough patch with my family because of our relationship but I don’t want to tell him that. So, I’ve been telling my guy bestfriend. The other day on FaceTime I realized that part of me really likes him. He flirts a little bit and always says he’s been attracted to me and calls me pretty. But, he also has a girlfriend who I really don’t like. Which do I choose!? I love my boyfriend, but it’s more realistic to have a boyfriend here. HELP I’m so stressed out!