In October I had and abortion which I regret with all my heart because I really wanted the baby specially after listening to the heart but my boyfriend father of our son did not want me to keep it and I listen to him because I wanted the best for our relationship but when I did it I hated him I fell in a big depression and I kicked him out. Till this day I regret it and I wish I had listen to my heart and not him. This month I would have been 7 months I see al this girls pregnant and I wish 1000 times I would have kept the baby.