One day I’m angry , next I’m so happy that I finally think I’m okay ...then I wake up in tears. full of hurt and embarrassment . I have to compose myself when My little baby looks up at me.. I have to act strong for him so that he doesn’t see his mummy full of hurt and sadness

I know healing takes time but there’s times when I question how long I can take feeling like this . I’m angry at myself for giving my all to someone for years and coming out feeling like I lost myself in the process. trying to make someone else happy and not caring about myself. It’s horrible How someone who didn’t truly care can have this much of an impact on my life.

I may always be scared to love again but one thing that I must always do is love myself enough to put my feelings and happiness first so I can be the best mummy I can.

Here’s to my new chapter. Proud strong mummy ❤️