Feeling completely obese & hopeless!!

Lady’s I need to vent. I’m 3 months pp & I cnt seem to loose any pounds, I feel super ugly insecure & really fat! I don’t fit into any clothes besides sweats and large shirts..I have tried to loose weight but it’s so hard since my little one is so attached to me the min I start doing something he wakes up and only wants me! I cnt eat healthy because I don’t have the time to prepared 3 separate meals so I just eat the fats. I feel hopeless like I’m never gona be able to loose weight, I really need words of encouragement cuz all my family tells me is I’m a “fatass” n really doesn’t even help..give me some tips what can I take I don’t know what else to do 😖😖😖

This was me after delivering my baby I was thin but...

Then I couldn’t keep up with my weight loss, due to house chores,taking care of 2 kids & one baby sooo this is disgusting me now I absolutely hate how I look now...