AAAAHHHHH

It's the TWW and I'm struggling this month. I am happy because my husband is switching to a day shift after 4 yrs of us spending only 15 minutes together a day and weekends where he was to tired to function in happy he will be home in also very nervous. We never fight. We don't see each other enough to fight. I'm worried we will start fighting. I know ridiculous but it's there. I'm rambling... I need these days to go by fast. I need to get a BFP on the 19th. I need to learn to relax lmao! Sorry I just had to get that crap out.