Is this normal ?

Im a Virgin and The first time I ever tried to stick my finger down there it hurt so bad even when I tried putting a tampon so now recently I sticked my finger and it didn’t hurt at all am I putting it wrong or something I think I can also feel little cushion moving out of the way is it my Hymen ? Or did I break my Hymen is it that why it doesn’t hurt anymore and I think I’m ready for tampons .