Back story first, my dad abused my mom mentally and physically for many years. When I was about 7, I witnessed my dad going to hit my mom whilst she was on the floor begging him to stop. They finally split up when I was 13. My mom told me what he did to her when I was 17 and I refused to see my dad or speak to him. I haven’t seen or spoken to him in 3 years. Fast forward to now, I’m 20 and my brother is 23. I honestly think he’s starting to follow in my father’s footsteps. My brother has never hit my mom but he’s hit me on multiple occasions. I remember sitting at the kitchen table and I said something he didn’t like.. He ran over and pushed me against a huge, hard wooden clothes basket.. It left me winded and I couldn’t catch my breath for a few seconds.. My back felt sore for a few days. He’s hit me across my face and he’s threatened to murder me. If my mom doesn’t do what he wants her to do, he makes things into a big deal and he’ll finally get his way. My brother works with people and has a good job.. I just can’t fathom how he can work with people when he has such a bad, disgusting temper. I’m unemployed and he constantly bullies me about it. He says I’m an unsociable c*nt and that I’m a sl*t.. He also said that I would f*ck anyone that comes my way and that I have multiple STD’S. My mom is definitely afraid of him and doesn’t stand up for her other children when he bullies them. My brother thinks that he’s better than everyone else.. But he does forget what he’s done. He went through a drink driving phase and crashed his car into an old couples wall in front of their house in the middle of the night. He didn’t have the decency to tell the couple or to pay for the damages. He purchased another car and crashed that also. He gets my mom to do things for him, such as making his dinner or his lunch. I’m 20 years old and I’m definitely capable of doing things for myself so it’s crazy how a 23 year old can’t. My head is about to explode. He has to be heard all of the time. He’s also taking over my little brothers PlayStation ever since he’s been out of work due to the pandemic. My little brother would be lucky to actually play it once a week. When he’s around, it’s like walking on eggshells so I refuse to speak to him. My little brother can ask him a question and he’ll answer him as if he’s a piece of sh*t. I don’t know what to do anymore.. it’s draining me mentally and I feel like I’m on the final straw. I have a lot more to say but I think this is long enough. Thank you for reading and I would appreciate any advice 😓