There are no words for seeing the BFN.... during the TWW you get excited, anxious, then follows the worry, fear, and depression.

I hurt so bad and feel like I have no one to talk to that understands... my husband has two kids from his previous marriage so he is not as excited as I am... my best friend who is a guy, makes good points, but it's not what I want to hear.. he is the friend who is straight forward.. "Its out of anyone's control.." that kind of stuff...

But it still hurts..... I dont want to hurt. I just want to be a mom. Why does it hurt this much?