I spent so much time and effort into someone who just doesn’t want me in their future and it’s took me a while to realise that and fully accept it but I think I’m ready to finally just admit it and let him go.

It makes me sick how someone or anyone can just fake feelings or just keep you in the picture and make you seem like you’re wanted when it’s only for their pleasure it’s just not for me

I’m not sure how I’d tell him this right now I’ve just been ignoring him since I feel it’s the easiest than cause drama blocking but if he messages I’m just gonna have to shut it down quick instead of pouring my feelings out for nothing