Just have something I want to get off my chest. My first pregnancy was fantastic and I love my son to death but looking back there was a lot of things I wished I had done and this time around I want to do it differently and I want to do all the things I didn’t get to do last time. I just don’t want anyone to think I love this baby more than my son cause that is not the case. I don’t think anyone would think that way but my mind just keeps going back to that.