A little backstory- about 5 years ago I was diagnosed with PCOS. I always felt “less of a woman” because of it. Watching my best friends get pregnant and have babies would literally KILL me inside. I would try so hard to be happy and positive, but always in the back of my mind was “why not me?” “what did I do to deserve this?”. I couldn’t help but be a little jealous.

My periods have always been irregular my entire life. Last year around April 2019, they started regulating for the first time! I was so happy, I started to feel NORMAL. Then in January 2020 my period was LATE, it depressed me majorly. I couldn’t get over it, I just started feeling like a woman again. My best friend gave birth to my goddaughter January 31st, I happened to get my period later that night back at the hotel. I couldn’t understand why God would play such a cruel joke on me, he knew I wanted to be a mother! He was blessing everyone around me. But for a good reason, he has a reason for everything!

I feel so BLESSED to announce that I found out I was pregnant on Monday, April 12th 2020!

With this COVID-19 pandemic, I have not been able to schedule my first OBGYN appointment, which is SCARY to me, because I have no idea how far along I am because of my irregular cycles. So many things going through my mind, all of the “what if’s” are driving my anxiety through the roof.

I’m praying for a healthy pregnancy & delivery of my precious baby!! 😍🥰🤞🏼✝️

Baby dust to every deserving woman out there who wants to be a mother!! GOD will do it on his time!! TRUST in him and have faith! He really does work miracles!