Broken

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Hi everyone my Ob has told me that bcuz of a mixture of unpleasant symptoms and lack of periods and my mom and other family has it that I definitely have Pcos. I'm scared and sad and my friends don't understand bcuz they consider it ”free birth control” this whole thing started out when I had a miscarriage last year at approx 19 weeks I was too young and scared to tell anyone and I only found out at 16 weeks and my doc atm made appts 6 weeks in advance. Anyway I'm scared bcuz my doc said as time goes on my fertility decreases not to mention that the longer I go without a period the more damage I do to my uterus and higher chance of endometrial cancer which is just lovely (angry sarcasm) and I am grieving. Bcuz by the time I am 18 I may not be able to get pregnant. And if I do I might miscarry again. Which for whatever reason my friends think is a good thing (it's not) miscarrying broke me and the only good thing I have had is the hope that I could one day conceive again and have a healthy pregnancy. I may now not have that so I am hurting. And I feel alone bcuz no teenager cares abt having babies right? I don't know what to do and I'm broken. Do any of you have any advice for me? I just need hope cuz I feel so hopeless