Excited for disappointment

Aurora

I've been spotting almost everyday, then for 4 days it was brown this all being only whenni wipe until yesterday it went away almost completely, my levels are still going up but not doubling, my doctor says that it's a good sign. This morning after being so happy yesterday that it stopped I started bleeding again dark red when I wipe. I'm so disappointed. I meet my new ob today so my fingers are crossed. I have never prayed so hard. I feel overly guilty because hubby and I literally all day from 6am tio I went to bed at 10:30 were down each others necks. I smoke and have cut back to one a day(biggest habit of smoking while drive) but yesterday the arguing was so intense I smoked 3. I'm freaking out and annoyed at myself for letting him itch at me like that. My goal today is no smoking and hope my baby is ok:(