Hello ladies! When I started this app back in September-October not sure exactly, I was due June 2020 :(. On December 19, 2019 I experience a lot of complications during my pregnancy in that month. First complication was bleeding and I immediately rushed to ER. After lots of test and an ultrasound I was sent home with the assumption that baby was okay and nothing to worry about. Well they were wrong, the next day I was watching tv and a gush of water came down soaking my pants and I started crying, I knew something was wrong and so I rushed back to the ER once again. I was immediately sent back to be examined and the doctor checked my cervix and said everything is find that it was closed like it should be and my OBGYN (well one of them) said to make an appointment to follow up and to go home. The next morning woke up and called my OB and demanded I get a same day appointment and I did. That day was the worst day I ever have went through. I went to my doctors and she tried to find baby on the ultrasound monitor and could not and my heart sunk! She called another OB and he looked and NOTHING! They then said for me to go to a ultrasound place down the road the next day (which pissed me off) and get a better look since there’s we’re not updated. So I walked to my truck worried 😟 and as soon as I went to sit a gush of blood came out everywhere and my baby was in between my legs in the parking lot! 😞 I got in the truck and luckily there was a hospital literally across from me so I drove parked my truck and ran inside. I called my family and they rushed to me. Crying in the lobby to get seen which took ages, i then got called back and the doctor examined me and there my precious baby was..... gone breathless 😩. It was the hardest thing my husband and I went through. Well after all of that I am now 8 weeks pregnant from what I think so far maybe farther along with my rainbow baby and I am sooooo scared and nervous because I don’t want to go through that pain again. So please pray for me and with that being said I am joining the November group with high hopes of a healthy baby!