Before even being pregnant and all throughout my pregnancy i dreamt of breastfeeding and was so so excited for it. Three and a half weeks ago my son was born and I've been reclutant to admit that so far it hasnt been so great 😭 we've had every possible challenge: milk came in late, issues latching, destroyed nipples, engorgement, growth spurt, thrush, cluster feeding every single day.... Not to mention the general pain, leaking, and just feeling plain uncomfortable. It breaks my heart and i just deal with feeling like a failure every day. I adore my little boy beyond words and just wish i could be better at this for him. If we weren't dealing with isolation from the coronavirus I'd go for a lactation consultant coming over to my house, not sure how much a virtual consultant really helps?? This is the hardest part of postpartum im dealing with and want to honestly know if it really does get any easier?