Baby sleep/vent

I literally don’t know what to do. My 11 month old has always been an absolute TERRIBLE sleeper. He just started sleeping through the night a couple of months ago, and only takes 1 nap because he refuses to nap at the babysitters. He slept through the night for about a month, and then a month ago he started waking up again. It didn’t bother me at first, but now I’m honestly getting pissed off. I know he’s a baby, but I am so fucking tired. I only got to sleep for an hour tonight before he woke up, and I’ve been awake now for an hour and a half trying to get him back down. He won’t stay asleep if I put him down, but if I hold him he keeps thrashing around trying to get comfortable. And if I leave the room, he just stands up in his crib and screams his ever loving face off until I come in and get him so he can start the process all over again. I CAN’T WIN WITH THIS KID. I love him more than life itself but I just want to sleep again. 😭😭😭😭