I don’t want to go on the pill, my mental state is already not the best, and I’ve heard very negative things about the side effects of the pill -like depression and anxiety, weight gain, acne etc .

I always have protected sex using a condom , my bf pulls out before he cums and I always check the condom for holes afterwards . As long as I follow these steps i should be fine right ? If the condom did break I would take a plan b straight away