No judgement please;(

I gave birth prematurely to my twin girls 3/14. One of my twins passed away 3/24 due to NEC in nicu..they were due 5/26 no complications just were ready to comee out well me and my hubby have been having sex unprotected since week 31/2 ish because i felt fine no bleeding no spotting no cramping (still feel stupid) ..we were doing the PULL out method..i believe we kind of said eff it and started having sex because of our emotions with losing one of our twins :( anyways, we were initially going to wait till 3-6months pp to start trying again if given the clear by my doctor. But like i said emotions got in the way and we needed an escape being quarantined seemed like the best option. But we kind of had two slip ups, one i knew about because he didnt pull out in time. The second time he didnt tell me till afterwards because he didnt want me to be mad at him. He pulled out and i seen him nut but he said some got in there before he could snatch out..

My question is are there any momas who had a csection and got pregnant soon afterwards and had a healthy safe pregnancy?