Me and my best friend have been friends for almost 2 years and like normal friends we have little fights but overall we’re pretty tight. Before quarantine, we had sleepovers basically all weekend every weekend. I’m the type of person who barely ever talks to people or responds to them on text or snapchat or anything, like no matter who they are. I have really bad social anxiety that impacts texting people and stuff really badly and the thought of talking to people over text message and stuff scares me, a lot. I know i need to work on it but i just, idk. anyways that’s not the point. Since this whole quarantine thing started we obviously haven’t been able to hang out and the last time i snapped her was in march i think. it’s been about 4 weeks and i have been in a really bad place and just scared to talk to people and interact with my friends. She has snapped me a few times but i haven’t opened or answered any of them and have barely been on the app honestly. Another one of my friends messaged me a few weeks ago to check on me and the thing happened again where i was terrified to answer, so i just didn’t. I haven’t been on snapchat in a while so i went on today to check my memories and saw that she unadded me as a friend. She can be the type of person to unadd people when they just piss her off or do anything basically and people are usually on her bad side instead of good because she doesn’t like most people haha. now i’m just scared that i’ve ruined a friendship, again. this has happened to me before with another bestie, but we just drifted apart there were no hard feelings or anything with that person we just became different people which is okay. I don’t know what to do in this situation and i left my glasses at her house before the quarantine happened, what should i do? i’m scared to talk to people but i also don’t know if i should message her now after 4 weeks of basically being dead. i understand why she’s mad if she is, i just don’t know what to do or if she’s actually mad or unadded me just to make me notice and message her. i honestly don’t know. please help