Okay so there’s a lot to type. First I wanna say I know this makes me a shitty person.

Okay so I have been with my current boyfriend for a little over a year. But the majority of our relationship, I’ve just been unhappy. I just keep thinking about my ex, whom of which I was also with for a year. I feel like I was happier, and just genuinely enjoyed being in the relationship.

These past few months I have been thinking of my ex nonstop. I’m moving near him in the fall for college, and I feel like the universe is bringing us together again. The only problem is I don’t want to lose anything I have. I thought maybe it’s just us being isolated and me being alone, so I’m just maybe lonely? But also, I feel like quarantine has been a reflecting period on what I really want.

I don’t want to hurt anyone, and I don’t want to jump into anything either.

Also, my boyfriend is moving a few states away next month. I keep telling him he has a place to stay with me, but keeps insisting on leaving.

What do I do?