this is going to be a long one...

audre

so recently i broke things off with my ex because we were distancing ourself a from each other and he was just not communicating to be about how he felt but he would post sad shit on his story and whenever i asked if he was okay he would change the subject. not only that but we were both in a bad mindset and i just thought it would be the best for the both of us so i called things off. he was sad for about 4 hours ( i literally cried for 12 hours ) and i felt horrible cause i never would want to hurt him. but me and him have been in a off and on relationship for about 2 years now, and it's just been us going back with each other and he always left me first but this was the first time i left him. anyways, i felt so bad and like i thought i did the bad thing and i texted him a paragraph telling him i still love and care about him and he just left me on opened so i just thought it would be the last time of us. but there's this one girl (she's my "friend") and they texted throughout the entire relationship and i have no problem with him having friends that are girls or anything but i k ow how sneaky this girl is and like there's a whole story on her with my "best friends" ex. but yeah, and i had a feeling in my gut about them and literally last night my "best friend" that had problems with her snapchated me a video of the girl that i had a feeling about hold a picture of my ex up on her phone and my "best friend" was like "who's that" and looked over and the girl said my ex's name. and i texted her back with "really." and then my "best friend" continued to snap me and say " yeah they've been talking all day and like he's trying for her". and that shit broke me. i started crying at my friends house and i just KNEW they would go at it and no one believed me. everyone that i told thinks i'm in the right about this whole situation and like idk i feel bad but. now i feel like since he's already moving on ONE DAY after i should too. i just needed to get it off my chest, if you actually made it this far i cant thank you enough. but would it be bad if i did try and move on just like he's doing? or should i wait awhile? was i in the wrong or right for this whole situation?