MAJOR anxiety because I’m pregnant during this whole pandemic..help!

I am the type of person that stresses about everything. I think of the worst case scenario. I convince myself something bad will happen. It’s not healthy, I know. I’m working on it.

But I found out I was pregnant a few days ago. I’m due end of December with my second. I wanted another baby so bad, but now I’m just stressing. I don’t even feel happy. All I feel is fear. Which makes me feel like shit honestly. But I can’t help it. I’m so scared about my appointments and about giving birth during this whole thing. It’s literally stealing my happiness it’s terrible.

I don’t leave the house at all. Except I’ve gone on a couple walks with my lo. I have been getting my parents to drop food off to me or have been ordering delivery.

I haven’t even contacted my doctor yet. But she’s way too far from me now since I recently moved, so she would have to refer me to another doctor...but I’m scared they’re going to tell me to come in. I would much rather do things over the phone right now. I really don’t want to leave the house. I don’t want to put myself, my toddler, or my unborn child at risk.

Anything that you can think of to say that will help me calm my nerves and make me feel better would be greatly appreciated. I want to be happy. I want to be excited. But fear and anxiety is taking over!!!