Mixed emotions

Approaching my 21st birthday and my 3rd wedding anniversary, and the doctor officially cleared me as good to go to start a family whenever we are ready.

After believing for quite a few years that it wouldn't be possible for my husband and I to have a little family, being told I am clear and can start trying whenever we are ready has thrown my emotions in so many different directions. I'm excited, nervous, scared, you name it. Just a matter of months ago my doctor was talking about surgery because the amount and size of the cysts in and on my ovaries were going to cause more problems if something didn't get fixed, to being COMPLETELY clear. I dont know what to think or feel.

I'm excited I get to have that future of a little family, but I'm terrified because I had already settled with the fact I could and we wouldn't )unless we went another route).

I'm unsure as to what to do, but I'm posting for maybe some words of advice or encouragement in this time of mass confusion 🙃.