Feel like i made the biggest mistake of my life.
Currently pregnant im getting induced next week so im so excited about that! But my husband of only a month im just feeling like it was a huge mistake. I thought for our daughter that being married would be fine and yes i was happy that day. But now its like he really expects me to be his mom instead of wife and then when he cant find something or he misplaces it then he blames me like i moved it smh i barely complain i have misplaced my wigs, keys, money, lol almost anything and i jjst dont blame anyone. I dont have a fit i dont down him nor do i blame him. I worked up until 38 weeks exact and it was my choice im pretty much the one that controls and pays the bills he just give money and dont care where it goes i try to include him as a husband and hes like i give u money idc where it goes but yea at the same time days later hes asking me for something so i dont even deposit or use the money. I have had conversations about how i feel it goes in one ear and out the other apparently. He misplaced some socks yesterday i know how he is so i dont dare touch anything i use to just wash cloths but he complains so much i wait for him to tell me whats dirty and what he want me to wash. So back to the socks he gets mad and start to call me lazy and how i need to focus on other things other than him and i could have made him breakfast and whatever stuff he mumbles so i go downstairs and i find the socks he claimed to have been searching for 15mins smh. Im just so tired of this. I try to ignore i didnt even argue but i am pregnant and in pain sometimes i dont get my feet rubbed i dont get asked how im feeling i do so much and get nothing in return. I hate to stress like this and my daughter is due next week and mostly everything she has i brought i dont judge him for what he cant do. The biggest issue with us is how he communicate when he is mad or upset he talks to me like a fucking stray dog on the streets. Sorry guys i really dont have anyone to talk to no one even knows i went and got married. Please nothing negative please!
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