Ready to give up. Ovulation soon hopefully?

Keishia

So I have had ewcm and wet cm for five days, we dtd every other day, but i am not getting a temp rise and i thought when i woke up this morning it would be there. cm this morning was creamy ish but still slightly wet (tmi) i havent had a positive opk one that was VERY CLOSE 4 days ago just not positive. My cycles are extremely irregular and I've been taking the pink stork fertility to balance them out, it has been working to make me get af on time so i was just hoping this month is when I would ovulate at a normal time. :( it's only CD 18 but I'm scared of my luteal phase being short like it was last month, i ovulated on CD 23. Has anyone had charts like this that might be able to help me interpret a little bit? I'm ready to give up honestly. ttc #2 for 17 months.