My Life Time Movie of A life part 1

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So I had always wanted to be a Journalist so I got accepted into Towson University. Things were tough in college because I didnt have the parents who would send me money. My mother took my college refund check. I ended up meeting my college boyfriend and I was more worried about him than school. Eventually i ended up staying with him and dropping out of school. I started working fulltime but my mom still thought I was in college.

My mom was always this Business woman but ended up messing with the wrong man and he manipulated her to quit her job and my mother started prosititution. My school and my home was within 20 min. My mom thought i was living on campus but i was really with my boyfriend. Usually i would tell my mom when I am coming home. But i just popped up. I wanted to go swimming that day and my mom house has a pool. I came in and my mother was dressed up and she told me I could not be there . A man was at the door behind me and I didnt know who he was . My mother told me he was a friend picking up something. I didnt think anything of it. My mom gave me the pool passes and told me come back later. When i was at the pool I had called my Godmother who was like the motherly figure i needed at the time. She told me my mother might be tricking. I didnt believe it. I hung up

Weeks later I seen a post on instagram about trafficking on backpage. So me randomly goes on backpage to look around (not thinking about my mom) i see eyes. Pretty brown eyes with eyeshadow. My mom has these big brown eyes. Idk i just knew it was my mother . So i screenshotted it and sent it and ask my mom what was going on

She told me she quit her job and it was hard making ends meet. And she just wants me to get my education and be better than her. My mom has always been a boss bitch but this was not what i was expecting. So My mom told me that I could no longer come home on the weekends and she will book hotels for me instead of coming home.

Me and my bf had a blast in the hotels due to my mom. But then i started growing apart from my boyfriend and I was Tired of basically living in hotels. So my co worker gave me a number and this guy rents out apartments to college students. My mom paid for the entire deposit and first months rent. That way she didnt have to pay for any hotel and i didnt have a need to go home and I could still go to school. But i had dropped out of school (she still didnt know) and i ended up getting fired from the airport.

So now I was stuck. I dropped out of college but still had to pay for, and then I had this 600.00 rent that I could not afford. I broke up with my boyfriend. I couldnt be honest to my mom. I ended up being backed up on rent pending eviction. Sooo i did the UNTHINKABLE . I did what i judged my mother for doing. I started selling my body.

I had a whole system. I would work only at nights and i would enroll back into schools and I will pay my rent. I ended up buying gift cards and trading it in for bitcoins to boost me to the top of backpage. My name was Megan. Megan was making lots and lots of money. Who knew this trade could make me so much money than a job could ever pay me. I paid my rent, bought a car, then i ended up getting a sugar daddy.

He paid my rent without the sugar he just wanted company . Paid to take me on a date. Man the money was sooooo goooddd. I became obsessed. An old friend became my security guard. I paid him 100.00 a trick to stay in the bathroom with a gun. But luckily i NEVER came acrossed any crazies just gentlemen.

Even though the money was good my mental health was fucked up. It was terrible. I looked like i had it all but inside was pure rotten. I felt like everyone who touched me left a mark. I took bubble baths after every trick. No matter how many baths i took i still felt dirty.

I up meeting this girl on my facebook on site called tagged and we became so called friends. We ended up working together but come

To find out she was envious of me. She thought i had it all but she didnt know the demons i was facing.

I had a home . A true home. With my grandparents . I had a safe place to go but my pride stopped me . I wasnt from

Baltimore but I stayed . My mom was in Glen burnie but OUR home was with my grandparents. One day i was sitting in my house alone just painting my nails and I heard a loud bang on the door. I opened the door and it was the girls boyfriend looking for his girlfriend. She wasnt at my house but he was so rude to me. I texted her and was like “i dont appreciate your boyfriend banging on my door like that”

She texted back mean shit . Saying “Bitch Ill come fight you” mind you this girl is like 300lbs and im like “130” not a fair fight. I text her “Leave me alone yall some bums”

I know i have a smart mouth. But do not come for me unless i send for you.

I lived in a duplex apartment. So it looks like a house but when you enter its separate homes. Somebody left the front door open. The next day she comes with her boyfriend whose just as big as hell and breaks my door down!! Yes break my door down.

He attacks me and then she tries to attack me and Im all alone in my apartment. The door is open and broken and my college friend who was upstairs came down to try to help me . And her boyfriend justs slaps my friend like a fly .! At this point they broke in my house and they are harming me. So.... i reached for the knife on my breakfast bar and I stabbed her

Police came and locked her up and gave me a victims paper and told me to press charges. But the next morning i had a job interview at the hilton hotel. So i needed ti prepare i pushed it off as if I will do it later. I ended up getting the job at The Hilton for front desk. So i can leave the fast life. Come to find out. The girl i stabbed was her cousin who hired me.

I went home and I had a mental break down. I tore my house a part . I was fucking tired i could feel myself sinking in a black home due to my decisions. I get a knock on the door and my stupid ass opens my broken door. And its the police. With a warrant for my arrest.

She pressed charges on me and blamed me. The messed up part is . She was white and i was black . And i know you guys gonna say color doesnt have anything to do with it ( bye color has a lot to do with things when it comes to the system)

I had the vicitims paper but they didnt care ! I was denied bail. They were so mean to me in jail and those CO made me seem like i was a animal.

Of course here comes my rich grandparents to rescue.

Lawyer 1. Wasnt too good couldnt get me out . I was facing 1st degree assault, Attempted murder, and dangerous weapon charges.

20 grand later lawyer 2. Gets me out on a 10k bail

Lawyer told me i might be indicted. The next day i go back to court. I had a nice judge. He looked over my case. Seen I had no priors, looked at my phone records of text threats, looked at the victims paper, seem that she didnt come to court to show up, see that i was a first time offender. Seen that i had no priors ! Looked past my skin color . Something the last judge didnt.

Judged dropped my case, told the court room “if someone breaks my door down And two jumped me in my own house I would probably do the same thing”

I left out with no record , i left out a free woman. I left out and I changed my fucking life !

I moved back home with my grandparents! I finished college , i got married , had a baby and I became and educator ! I teach 1st grade now.

I believe in God and God was telling me to do something. I didnt listen! So he bought me to my lowest point and gave me tough love until I listened !

Im forever blessed . And maybe you guys will understand my last post now.

Thanks for listening.