I have had no patience today. Baby girl is going on week 3 of the 9 month sleep regression is up at night and struggling to get 30 min naps in. Tonight I found my myself clenching my teeth in anger and frustration as I tried to put a diaper on, lotion, and dress my squirming baby. It’s so frustrating she wiggles, twists, kicks, crawls, cries... it’s take 20 minutes. I literally found myself yelling things at her like “I’m all done!” “You need to stop’” “you are driving me crazy” I’m an educator I know how to talk to children and I would never say this to other children. I basically have to man handle her to get her changed and dressed. I try giving toys, water bottles, books ect...Then I go to nurse her. She is latched I’m but rolling around, trying to stand, kicking, scratching ect... I asked my husband to take her because I couldn’t stand to have her touching and pushing me anymore I literally said take her I can’t stand her touching me anymore. Not my proudest moment. I’m defeated and just feeling like shit. Hoping she sleeps tonight.