yesterday my mom got mad at me since i’ve been working so much and neglecting school work. i agreed with her and i already got onto my school work and there isn’t a lot since our school isn’t counting grades anymore. but she was like no you’re not working more than 20 a week. but its frustrating because that’s less than i typically work during the school year and it’s like she’s controlling me. every time something new is a way to control me like every week there’s a new issue and she knows i dislike living with her. but idk what to do i haven’t asked her for money in god knows jow long since i work and now she won’t let me and it wasn’t an issue before but all of a sudden it is now.

sorry for so much but yesterday when she brought up the work thing i agreed to her and instead of her stopping she want on a rant for an hour and brought up thag basically i’m not a good christian, i’m gonna go to my dads and something bad is gonna happen to me, i’m unreasonable and impatient etc. and it’s like you wonder why i don’t wanna live here :(