self hate

do you guys ever just feel your heart ache and you start to cry when you see yourself in the mirror or in a picture because you genuinely hate who you are and you’re disappointed that you had so much potential but ruined it like you ruin everything else and you’re just so tired of being here and can’t believe that you’re actually like this? because same. I’ve never wanted to be here, right now especially and I hate that this who I am. I am so tired