Well here we are and I’m another month down TTC....

Another month down with no baby or BFP.

Another month down of trying to force a smile and be happy and supportive for all the friends and family celebrating pregnancy announcements.

Another month down of blaming myself.

Another month down of crying myself to sleep.

Another month down of forced positivity.

I’ve read that after a year of trying I should go to the doctor for treatments and this month made 6 months of consistent trying. I’m already half way there and every month AF shows is just the biggest disappointment. I just want to be a mother. I want to give my wife and I a family. I’ve heard of so many women who home inseminate and BAM pregnant, but yet here I am again.... another month down 💔