I’ve finally cut off the last guy I’ve been having sex with

probably sounds confusing but I’m a sex addict. this is a huge feat for me. I feel like now I can maybe finally come back to the person I was before I was sexually assaulted the first time when I was four. I can start to take ownership of my body again. i don’t want to get into too much detail about that but I’ve been using sex as an escape. I really don’t have anybody because everybody around me at the time hurt me. but I’m growing now. I’m about to start going to virtual zoom meetings with a local support group soon and I’m currently about to do my last paper so I hopefully don’t fail this college class lol. wish me luck