10th cycle TTC

Soooo, I went to work today and saw my manager after a while from quarantine. Found out she’s pregnant and ...don’t get me wrong.... but I just hate it, I’m happy for her but I hate that it hasn’t happened for me. Each time I get so excited and then BOOM! Nothing....y husband and I literally baby danced all through my feet all window, before and after every other day and still nothing. I’ve even bought preseed, nothin’.... I just hope that this isn’t all for nothing.