12 days left

I know I should probably be enjoying these last days but I’m miserable. All I wanna do is sleep. I’m only half a centimeter dilated. I’m due may 11th and doctor won’t induce me til week after due date. I haven’t lost my mucus plug. I have bh every night.I’m just over it. I carry very well only gained 8 lbs whole pregnancy I worked up until the covid 19 stuff. Now I’m just waiting and I feel like Anxiety is taking over. I’m getting impatient especially since everyone that’s due after me either got a induction date coming up or already had their baby . I have my appointment tomorrow but I don’t feel any change. Sorry for rant I’m just over it .