10 dpo update

Maude • •👼🏼C 💙•H🌈•B🐻

Today I was 10 dpo. And it was a rough day! I took a test this morning and it was stark negative. I’m feeling very discouraged with the whole journey of our family growing and I had a full blown emotional break down today and just cried for a good hour. And I think it was good for me. Other symptoms I’ve had are; Gas, I had some diarrhea today but was consipated all week and it was good relief and now I’m fine no further issues there. I’ve all the sudden today been super sniffly and I’m having a hard time breathing. I can breathe but it just doesn’t feel like I’m getting a good deep breath. I’ve been peeing more frequently since 7 dpo. And I have had a couple very central shock cramps. That are literally seconds long, very weird. I’m starting to put in my mind and grieve that this month probably isn’t our month. But I’m still trying to keep a glimmer of hope and lots of prayers that I’m pregnant! Tomorrow is 11 dpo and I’m going to resist the urge to test. So 12 dpo I’ll test next. Anyone else at 10 dpo? Any late bfp after negative at this point in dpo? I’d love to hear your story.