I need to vent ladies. My baby father kicked me and his daughter and the baby I'm carrying to the curb for his mother. And now he totally completely disappeared on his kids and don't even care to check on them. I'm his first love his first girlfriend and for him to do this is so fucked up I never thought he would be this way he has completely fooled me . I been nothing but a good woman to him. I have been real to him even when it was bad, showed him how authentic I am to him showed him nothing but love. Lifted him up when he wasnt shit especially living with his momma in his late twenties not doing nothing for himself . When he met me I completely changed his life. But since I told him I don't want to be with him because his mother treats me like shit, talks down on me put hands on me especially pregnant just so toxic towards me he didn't care to do anything about it so I got fed up with it. And he is willing

to toss our 4 year relationship and his family that he created with me for his mother ? I honestly feel so used at this point. What have I ever done to him to deserve this. He obviously needs his mother more then me. She can't give him what I gave him physically and emotionally. But at the same time he put me through alot. Maybe god is showing me who he really is and what he is really about. I have a feeling he going to end up being a dead beat to his kids like his father was to him. And I really want my daughters to have a father in there life because mines wasnt. I'm so hurt that my chest literally hurts from this situation and I also have to go through with him. I just want to give up on everything but I can't I have to stay strong for my babies im all they got.