Just seen my pregnant little sister.

SNJ • Just to keep it blunt and not sound extremely selfish all I want to fulfill my happiness and feel important in this world is to have a baby with my fiancé, but of course I have worthless insides. :`(
So me and my fiancé have been TTC for two years. We've been away and while away I found out my little sister was pregnant well I just seen her for the first time and broke down! She has a baby belly already, I rubbed it and broke down. I'm so hurt jealous and broken! I want it to be my belly I'm rubbing. :'( Sorry I just needed to put this somewhere.